Learning to like me
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Learning to like me
At the end of my drinking I hated me. I loathed the drunken homeless bum I had become and felt obligated to remain. The end couldnt have come quick enough yet was torturously slow.
In recovery, working The 12 STEPS, I was to highlight and admit to the monster I was and to ask God to remove from me all my defects of character so I might better do his will. Most importantly I asked Him to remove me from the bondage of my wretched Self. It was a shaming time.
Gradually I have come to like who I was as it has made me who I am now and with God as my guide who I want to be. A flawed but better human. Significantly I learnt to like me once again
In recovery, working The 12 STEPS, I was to highlight and admit to the monster I was and to ask God to remove from me all my defects of character so I might better do his will. Most importantly I asked Him to remove me from the bondage of my wretched Self. It was a shaming time.
Gradually I have come to like who I was as it has made me who I am now and with God as my guide who I want to be. A flawed but better human. Significantly I learnt to like me once again
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